hahahaha you people are making me laugh!

@justdia: my closet is neat too! (for now it’s neat) and yes everywhere else has hmm, an odd system of organization. HAHA love the way you put it!

and dude i typed disorganized mess, I meant I live in ORGANIZED mess. Ok, yes it doesn’t help, it’s still a mess. hahaha

@stellarchrist: I shall show you picture tmr and see your “=OOO oh dude” face. =D

@littlepinksheep: I TOTALLY DID NOT REALISE THE BACKGROUND IS ORANGE TOO! I want to get that print! Hang in my room, will make me happy.

and aiyo, so horrible I am being amused at how I am a messy person. lol

YES! I will be your tour guide! =D
my mum is most probably going hawaii this year and she isn’t bringing me! =( 
hahaha but is ok, I will go ONE DAY TOO!

Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried:
Quietly, patiently, lovingly God replied.
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate,
And the Master so gently said,
“Child, you must wait.”
“Wait? You say, wait!” my indignant reply.
“Lord, I need answers, I need to know why!
Is Your hand shortened? Or have you not heard?
By faith, I have asked, and am claiming Your Word.

“My future and all to which I can relate
Hangs in the balance, and You tell me to WAIT?
I’m needing a ‘Yes’, a go-ahead sign,
Or even a ‘No’ to which I can resign.

“You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe, 
We need but to ask, and we shall receive. 
And Lord I’ve been asking, and this is my cry:
I’m weary of asking! I need a reply!” 

Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate, 
As my Master replied again, “Wait.” 
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut, 
And grumbled to God, “So, I’m waiting… for what?” 

He seemed then to kneel, and His eyes met with mine … 
and He tenderly said, “I could give you a sign. 
I could shake the heavens and darken the sun. 
I could raise the dead and cause mountains to run.

“I could give all you seek and pleased you would be. 
You’d have what you want, but you wouldn’t know Me. 
You’d not know the depth of my love for each saint. 
You’d not know the power that I give to the faint.

“You’d not learn to see through clouds of despair;
You’d not learn to trust just by knowing I’m there.
You’d not know the joy of resting in Me
When darkness and silence are all you can see.

“You’d never experience the fullness of love
When the peace of My spirit descends like a dove.
You would know that I give, and I save, for a start,
But you’d not know the depth of the beat of My heart.

“The glow of my comfort late into the night,
The faith that I give when you walk without sight.
The depth that’s beyond getting just what you ask
From an infinite God who makes what you have last.

“You’d never know, should your pain quickly flee,
What it means that My grace is sufficient for thee.
Yes, your dearest dreams overnight would come true,
But, oh, the loss, if you missed what I’m doing in you.

“So, be silent, My child, and in time you will see
That the greatest of gifts is to truly know Me.
And though oft My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all is still … Wait.”


“Wait” By Russell Kelfer (Wait: Discovering the Heart of God)